Exciting Stuff

So I have found my enthusiasm, The Fog has lifted and the Michelle Bridges Blanket is back where I am feeling warm and cosy!!!

However I was still picking away after dinner at homemade biscuits thinking (it's OK Leigh 1 wont hurt) WRONG! "This is how it starts all over again" picking, pies, no preparation the 80+ kg again. No Way.

So I started the Pre Season Tasks again. I was in the frame of mind that I could just gloss over them because I had already been there done that and new what it was all about so that would save time..WRONG AGAIN! 

I am getting good at this almost feels like a game of Monopoly Do not pass go do not collect $200.

I sat down and I went through each task regardless of whether I had half arsed done them or not and re did all 6. And you would never guess, I learnt something new:
- I am rater good at negative self talk.
- I need to be prepared as I am good at Glossing over things (lol), 
-And that my excuses have changed from oh its cold (though I still have used that recently) to more complex excuses!

So this is what I am committing to me:
I want this for me;
I am achieving it;
I am being the best venison of myself;
I am a Woman of my word;

 And the first Item on my list of to do is to win Gold @ the National Tae Kwon Do Champs this weekend! Wish me Luck